February. 

Falling in love with their scent, their eyes, their touch and even so their words.

February will always be my favorite month. 

• Have you ever been so in love with another person that thinking of one simple word can bring back so many memories?

“February”. 

–He could never pronounce it correctly.

The one thing I’ve missed the most. 

-He understood the importance of the month to me. He understood me. 

While being as giddy as I could be- asking him to say the month out loud became one of my favorite memories.

• It is strange to me how little factors you tend to fall for within another human being.

•These factors that you wouldn’t find in another one.

These factors that you tended to love but still loved again without them. 

How is this possible?

How could it be that we are here to meet so many people in our lives and yet each one of them can be so completely different.

How can it be you can fall in love with multiple different beings and not one is alike compared to the other. 

It’s odd to me to understand this.

Is this an example of the unanswered understanding of “love”?

Or is it simply because we grow and change. 

So how are you to determine who is “The One”?

How are you suppose to understand this is who your heart leans towards when each love is completely different?

Each person you touch is never the same.

“The heart wants what the heart wants.”

Perhaps this is true.

But can we trust this.  

Do you trust your heart?
How- in my years of “love” the one love that never hurt me was the least of what I wanted.

How- in my years of “love” I can still imagine him and I, sitting there and giggling on how he could not pronounce “February”.

-it is a funny thing, isn’t it?

February.

How confusing it is to understand February. 

How hard it was for him to say it.  

But how easy it was for him to love.