Day two.

God damn day two. Telling myself to stop becoming lazy and disappointed as I also know I should be getting ready for the movies.

  • Have you ever felt excited to go hang out with a new guy, even as friends? 

Who am I kidding? Of course you have, you’re gorgeous. Well then, have you ever wondered how weird it is that you’re even here?

How you always went to see the movies with one significant person for years and years and now- now, the situation has completely switched.

  • How does a marriage of 10, 20 or even 30 years- just end? 

How can you be surrounded by one type of “love”, one human for so long and still find it within yourself to get excited over a new one.

How can you let everything go after 26 years of marriage and regroup to want to restart?

    •Because your definition of love is a journey you will forever search for. 

Isn’t that what life requires? For you to find someone to love unconditionally and spend forever with them? Isn’t that what life teaches us- that there are “plenty of fish in the sea”, that “what is meant to be will always find it’s way.”

-Silly quotes, trix are for kids.

I have grown quite a bit since I had my first taste of “love”. Being 17 and involved with your first boyfriend was filled with excitement for me- Well, the excitement for the whole (almost) 2 years that it lasted…

Have you ever walked into a room one day with this person you have “loved” for so long and all of a sudden- it is gone? 

-it’s weird how history repeats itself.

And you’ll see why later on.

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